In a fiction worthy wind

Do you ever feel like your world is falling apart? I feel like that so much right now! I'm depressed and I can't stop thinking about everything that's making me sad. I wish I could just rise up, but I'm really having issues with that right now. I just wish I could get pointed in the right direction and just stay there. Unfortunately I'm screwed like always...I need to figure out how to get of this funk...hard core style!