Can I maybe not fall into the same cycle I always do? No? Okay, at least I asked. Sigh. All I care to say is that when I think I make progress I fail. My biggest problem is I know what I want and it's a lot different than what everyone else wants. So I have to decide if I should suck it up do what everyone else wants, or do it my way. I've done what everyone else has wanted me to and look at where I am now. Not where I want to be...not by a long shot. I've been reminded that I will walk through my life alone. That's all there is to it. So I think I should just start doing what I want. I don't want much, I just have a clear sight of what I want. In the meantime here's a list of things you probably shouldn't do if you're not interested:

-Don't say you'll call....you won't.
-Don't tell me I'm a cool girl, but you're just looking for a relationship right now.
-Don't try to get physical and then peace out when you get what you want.
-Don't pretend to be a nice guy.
-Don't try and fool me into thinking you're a nice guy. I know better.

These are just a few minor things, but they can make all the difference in the world. Word.